Runaway

"I always find something wrong, you been putting up with my shit just way too long

I'm so gifted at finding what I don't like the most, so I think it's time for us to have a toast....
....Let's have a toast to the jerkoffs, that'll never take work off...
Baby, I got a plan, Run away fast as you can..." - Kanye West, RUNAWAY.

This song rung true to me.. And it made me remember things I've done to people who cared about me a lot but I was much too selfish to care about them, or what they thought. Pushing people away, finding faults in people so I didn't have to commit, excuses for myself and justifying my hurtful actions. Not letting people get close so they can't tell me how flawed I am. Still learning. It's a process.